I am in a very reactive, back and forth mood lately because of the future. Everything seems very uncertain for me right now, and I just want to come out of it being happy with everything I’ve done. I love all you people, and I’m going to be sad when I leave here. That’s why I want to be happy wherever, however I end up. AaaAAaaaaa….
I am ready to go to college
Boston
The future
Anonymous asked: Is it okay if I think you're rather dashing?
I guess so. I feel like I’m back on myspace when I read stuff like this…
Read this
I don’t know which college to go to. I feel good that I got into most places I applied, but really I have 2 places I want to go, Emerson in Boston and VCU in Richmond. I’m really having trouble finding big advantages or disadvantages of one school over the other. Emerson is pretty small, which I like. I think it would be easier to make friends there. VCU is kinda big, but I can study a lot more stuff. I think I want to minor or double major in anthropology, but they don’t have that at Emerson. Emerson is more well-known as a film school, but I’ve looked into VCU’s film school a lot and it looks impressive as well. (youtube The Persistence of Everything behind the scenes video). But as stupid as this sounds I feel a little bit ashamed to go to a place like VCU since it’s not really a “top school” or whatever. I just feel like people won’t really respect me as much for going there, like the people who go to better schools. I know that is total bullshit, but I’m too pretentious not to think about something like that. I don’t know what I’m gonna do. British Columbia, sounds like something really impressive to tell people, but it’s so far away and cold. And really that wouldn’t be so bad, but I wouldn’t start in film the first year, and their program is pretty small anyway. I’m visiting Boston next weekend. Hopefully I’ll be able to make a better choice then.
I’m feeling really tired right now. It’s because I’ve been going to bed around 1 most night recently. I kept falling asleep while I was reading A Lesson Before Dying, but i finished. By the way, the italics tool on this tumblr text editor is a bitch. This is already a pretty long-ass post for me. So, read it. Enjoy it. I don’t post stuff very often. And I know you probably don’t have much better to do! (I guess you’ve already read half if you got this far, but it seemed weird to put this at the beginning.)
My mom just bought me some expensive stuff, and though I like expensive stuff, it got me thinking. I want to start making money because I don’t really want my parents to always be paying for all my stuff, so I’m thinking about selling prints of my art. This is the only thing I can really come up with for making money besides a real job. I think some of my styles have a good commercial appeal, and are great for prints. Would you buy my prints if I sold them? I know most people won’t answer this, but I wish you would and truthfully. Do you know anybody that would buy them?
(This post was rife with errors before I corrected it. I hope you didn’t see them. There are probably still some)
